When in class, I dig my fingernails into the tender side of my wrist and produce enough pain to keep my eyes wide, mind sharp. It doesn’t matter if my mattress is dirt. It doesn’t matter if my night’s sleep is ninety minutes long, while I’m propped against the baseball dugout walls. And where smoke lingers, attention follows. Living by rules I designed will keep me there.īecause teachers sniff out sleepiness like a lit cigarette. We’re all footsteps from death’s iced embrace. One step from taking a pregnancy test sophomore year? Possibly. Some say we are all a single step away from homelessness.

Department of Housing and Urban Development, on a single night in January of 2016, more than half a million people were homeless in the U.S., with more than one fifth being children and almost one tenth between the ages of 18 and 24.” Linden represents just one face of homelessness.”Īccording to the U.S. What she discovers through the kindness and support of the people around her, is that her friends could be the true family she’s always hoped for.īrenda Rufener explains, “…Through my volunteer work with homeless teens, I’ve seen that homelessness takes on many shapes. To stop the violence, Linden realizes she must tell her own story, even if it jeopardizes the secrets she’s worked so hard to protect. But when cool-girl Bea comes to school with a bloody lip, Linden can’t stand by and watch abuse happen-it’s too close to the trauma of her own past.

So while lying to her best friends and favorite teacher is breaking her heart, she must keep up the charade. If the authorities discover her living situation, they’ll send her away and upend her carefully laid plans. She’s also determined to get good grades and work for her school’s blog so that she can earn a college scholarship and fulfill her dreams of becoming a journalist. But she’s brave, stubborn, and resourceful, and she’s designed a set of survival rules she can follow to hide her living situation in plain sight. She lives in the halls of her small town’s high school because she is homeless, with no parents of her own to care for her. At the end of each school day, when her fellow classmates go home to the hot meals and the warm bed s their families provide them, Linden is already home. Hinderwood High School sophomore Linden Rose has a big secret.

Now, drawing on those experiences and her own family’s financial struggles when she was growing up, Rufener has written a riveting coming of age story of hope’s triumph over adversity in WHERE I LIVE, which HarperTeen will publish in hardcover on February 27, 2018. “As a long-time advocate for homeless youth, Brenda Rufener wanted to tell a story that would give a voice to the many teenagers she’s helped get back on their feet. Brenda Rufener, author photo, Carolyn Scott Photography Cover Reveal & Sneak Peek:

Where i live by brenda rufener